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  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Wish You Never Met Me - Papa Roach
  • Reading: Black Bird
  • Watching: Chihayafuru
  • Playing: Guitar hero
  • Eating: Nothing T-T
  • Drinking: whatever
Dear Teresa, :icon101duckymomo:...
Here's that poem you wanted :meow:
Demise of my Heart
What is this feeling...
that slowly kills you without a sound.
that leaves you breathless.
that makes your heart pound.
that brings new life into your eyes.
that has you waiting for the next surprise.
that places you up on a cloud so high.
then tricks you into thinking that you want to die...
that makes you believe that it is truly the end.
that lies and tells you that everything around you is just pretend.
that haunts you when your awake and even in your sleep.
that makes you think that nothing is worth it.. until you cut yourself too deep.
if two hearts race but then one gives in, what good is love when it won't let you win?

Leave Me In Deniali won't blame you..
i will blame everyone else around me...
i will NEVER accept the fact that this wasn't meant to be...
that this just didn't work out...
that this is THE END.
and i will NEVER accept the fact that i devised this..
so you can blame this all on me if that is what it takes to set your heart free..
My love... My darling... if there is really such thing as a "second chance"
then i swear that i...

No Such Thing As PerfectThere is no such thing as the "perfect" anything..
sadly, everything "perfect" must come to an end.
Like a castle wall crumbling..
Too much good is always bad
and perfection simply does not exist in a world as cold as this.

The Last of a Dying Breedwe live, we suffer, we die.
We spend our lives wondering why we're here to begin with..
we search for things that make us happy
and we ultimately lose them all eventually.
We are born with nothing and that is exactly how we will die.
We are born alone and that is exactly how we will die.
We were made to suffer. We are the dying breed.

The Night My Heart BrokeI'm full of crap so i'll except whatever comes my way for acting the way i was..
i cant ever take back or make up for the way I've been..
I'm not right in my own mind and ended up ruining everything i worked so hard for..
every second feels like forever..
and even though its not the end i wish it was..
i gave up EVERYTHING but even that wasn't enough..
So now I'm left with nothing but darkness..
it hurts so bad...
i want this to stop..
..but i would never kill myself...
I'm not that selfish..
but cutting...burning...pulling out my hair..
...none of it makes me feel better..
only makes it worse in the end..
i just don't want to feel this pain anymore and nothing's stopping it..
WHAT SHOULD I DO?

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Deven
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:icontheplz::iconmoreplz::iconyouplz::iconknowplz:*WARNING: ABOUT MEH!!!*
:bulletgreen:I quote songs to the point of becoming a "douche" as the ppl would say. :iconisayplz:
:bulletyellow:"どんな君も どんな時も 受け止めるから!...世界中を敵にしても 君を守るよ!" :glomp:.... i lied -_- nah i mean it trololo
:bulletred: Love will be our last emotion :/ *sigh*
:bulletpurple:Music IS life. i live because of it
:bulletorange:Ima be me! and if you don't like that.......................떨어져! lol
:bulletblack: "I love you for everything I hate you for..." :/

:bulletpink:uhm.. my favorite albums are:
By My Side - David Choi
A Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds to Mars
Harmony - NeverShoutNever
Santi - The Academy Is...
Black Sun - Ra
Flyleaf - Flyleaf
Stitch These Wounds - Black Veil Brides
Comatose - Skillet
Losing Sleep - Parachute
Swan Songs - Hollywood Undead
Collide with the Sky - Pierce the Veil
TOXIC - the GazettE
Dear Agony - Breaking Benjamin
Blood - In This Moment
Nothing Personal - All Time Low
Life Starts Now - Three Days Grace
Homesick - A Day To Remember
Time Travel - NeverShoutNever
Business Up Front/Party In The Back - Family Force 5
Vices & Virtues - Panic! at the Disco
Toxic - the GazettE
Brand New Eyes - Paramore
Sherlock - SHINee
Set The World On Fire - Black Veil Brides
SEKIHAN the BEST - Sekihan
Bangarang - Skrillex
Witness - Blessthefall
Itsuka - SiD
The Burning Red - Machine Head
100%Ver. - MBLAQ!
Picture Perfect - Every Avenue
Born Villain - Marilyn Manson
Alive - Big Bang
Atlas - Parkway Drive
Nokoriga - SiD
Selfish Machines - Pierce the Veil
Lucifer - SHINee
The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance
Best Kind Of Mess - Get Scared
Ear Fun - CNBlue
Re:make/NO SCARED - ONE OK ROCK
The Drug In Me Is You - Falling in Reverse
The Boys - Girls Generation
You'll Rebel To Anything - Mindless Self Indulgence
Mastermind - BEAST
Don't You Fake It - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
One-X - Three Days Grace
FAKE - ViViD
All Hope Is Gone - Slipknot
The Yippee - NeverShoutNever
Creatures - Motionless in White
Matsushita Yuya - SUPER DRIVE
With Ears To See And Eyes To Hear - Sleeping With Sirens
New Breed - Jay Park
It's Now Or Never - Make Me Famous
WARRIOR - B.A.P
The Flood - Of Mice & Men
Wretched And Divine: The Story Of The Wild Ones - Black Veil Brides
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Judiette Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Our family is getting bigger and bigger >u< :iconelcii::iconjudiette::iconmei-fei::iconfatein::iconfluffy-chan614:
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IchigoMurasaki Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi!~ How much do you have people pay you for those cute icons/avatars? I might pay you to do one for me. :D
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Judiette Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh thank you for complimenting my icon ;v;
But it's not me who made it, it's by irbochan999 ^v^
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theresahelmer Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2013  Professional Photographer
Thank you so much for adding me to your watch list, i am utterly flattered :heart: ~Theresa
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Fork-and-Spoon Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2013
thank you for the favorites ! <3
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MidoriAida Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave ^^
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SangBleuPhantom Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
thank you for the favorite ! ^^
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Pleoceras Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the favorite!
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kvinorum Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2013
Thanks for the :+fav: :)
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Hello!

Thank you for the fave.
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