
ApologyI don't deserve this life I'm living.Apology by ~Fluffy-chan614
I've spent years of my life moping around,
silently wishing that everything around me would just end.
"I wish I would just die.."
"Who cares about the future anyway?"
..I have no right to think like this
when there are people out there
who weren't given an option.
They could have had bright futures..
but had them taken away.
Am i really that ungrateful for the life i was given?

Love..Being in love isn't fun.Love.. by ~Fluffy-chan614
They have a tendency to piss you off.
Nothing seems to go your way.
One wrong step can ruin your whole day.
And yet you still enjoy every last irritating second.
You wouldn't trade it for the world.
There's no place else you'd rather be then by their side.

The Night My Heart BrokeI'm full of crap so i'll except whatever comes my way for acting the way i was..The Night My Heart Broke by ~Fluffy-chan614
i cant ever take back or make up for the way I've been..
I'm not right in my own mind and ended up ruining everything i worked so hard for..
every second feels like forever..
and even though its not the end i wish it was..
i gave up EVERYTHING but even that wasn't enough..
So now I'm left with nothing but darkness..
it hurts so bad...
i want this to stop..
..but i would never kill myself...
I'm not that selfish..
but cutting...burning...pulling out my hair..
...none of it makes me feel better..
only makes it worse in the end..
i just don't want

Leave Me In Deniali won't blame you..Leave Me In Denial by ~Fluffy-chan614
i will blame everyone else around me...
i will NEVER accept the fact that this wasn't meant to be...
that this just didn't work out...
that this is THE END.
and i will NEVER accept the fact that i devised this..
so you can blame this all on me if that is what it takes to set your heart free..
My love... My darling... if there is really such thing as a "second chance"
then i swear that i...


Demise of my Heart
What is this feeling...
that slowly kills you without a sound.
that leaves you breathless.
that makes your heart pound.
that brings new life into your eyes.
that has you waiting for the next surprise.
that places you up on a cloud so high.
then tricks you into thinking that you want to die...
that makes you believe that it is truly the end.
that lies and tells you that everything around you is just pretend.
that haunts you when your awake and even in your sleep.
that makes you think that nothing is worth it.. until you cut yourself too deep.
if two hearts race but then one gives in, what good is love when it won't let you win?

Leave Me In Deniali won't blame you..
i will blame everyone else around me...
i will NEVER accept the fact that this wasn't meant to be...
that this just didn't work out...
that this is THE END.
and i will NEVER accept the fact that i devised this..
so you can blame this all on me if that is what it takes to set your heart free..
My love... My darling... if there is really such thing as a "second chance"
then i swear that i...

No Such Thing As PerfectThere is no such thing as the "perfect" anything..
sadly, everything "perfect" must come to an end.
Like a castle wall crumbling..
Too much good is always bad
and perfection simply does not exist in a world as cold as this.

The Last of a Dying Breedwe live, we suffer, we die.
We spend our lives wondering why we're here to begin with..
we search for things that make us happy
and we ultimately lose them all eventually.
We are born with nothing and that is exactly how we will die.
We are born alone and that is exactly how we will die.
We were made to suffer. We are the dying breed.

The Night My Heart BrokeI'm full of crap so i'll except whatever comes my way for acting the way i was..
i cant ever take back or make up for the way I've been..
I'm not right in my own mind and ended up ruining everything i worked so hard for..
every second feels like forever..
and even though its not the end i wish it was..
i gave up EVERYTHING but even that wasn't enough..
So now I'm left with nothing but darkness..
it hurts so bad...
i want this to stop..
..but i would never kill myself...
I'm not that selfish..
but cutting...burning...pulling out my hair..
...none of it makes me feel better..
only makes it worse in the end..
i just don't want